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After this, my father and I would take containers
and beg for our own food. Many times I would cry out “why I have this much suffering in my life?”
Before this, my family had had lots of money by selling alcohol, but now my
father and I had to beg. We didn’t have a home, so we would have to sleep in
the streets at night. After many months living like this, my father got very
sick and died. My mother then took me and we lived at my grandma’s village,
but she also was very poor and she took me to beg at the Hindu idol temples.
We will beg for food from others and eat and sleep on the streets. After
this, someone had pity on us and gave us money for the bus fare to come to
Dindigul city. In the village of Thavasimadai near Dindigul, my mother and I
would go to the mountains to cut the trees down and sell the wood, so we
could survive. When I was grown up, my brother got out of jail and we started up the same alcohol
business, which my father did. All over the Dindigul district the alcohol
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We again began to make lots of money, but through
this lifestyle I didn’t have any peace in my heart. Some of my friends ended
up getting killed in accidents because they were drunk on the alcohol we were
making. All the people in my area knew about me and I became a well-known
alcohol seller. After time again, the police stopped my business and I lost
all my money once again. In my heart I felt, “every man and woman that is born into this
world ends up dying, so what is the meaning and benefit of a man’s life?” As
time passed, my life began getting even more ungodly, and I joined with a
team that would rob people. Many times our team would stop buses and hold a
knife to the man who collected the bus fare from the passengers, and then we would steal the
money. After time, I became determined to stop all these
ungodly acts, so I went to work at a truck workshop. At the truck workshop,
my co-workers and I would mock one co-worker who was a Christian. Many times
I argued with this Christian man about God, but he would always tell me to
believe in Jesus and that He is the true and living God. This person planted
seeds in my life about the Lord, but after I left that job, I forgot about
Jesus. One day my friend and I were walking from the town to our village.
While walking, I found a piece of paper on the road that said, “Hell is For
Real”. I picked it up and asked my friend to read it to me as we walked home.
This tract touched my heart and convicted me that I was a sinner and that I
would go to hell when I died. There was a church named “Bethel Prayer House
ICII” that was listed on the back of the tract with an invitation to attend
the church. I felt that this was a divine appointment for me to find this
tract on the road. I planned in my heart that when I reached my village, I
was going to talk about this tract to my two friends named Francis and
Sebastian to ask them to go to church with me on Sunday morning. Francis and
Sebastian were the ones with whom I
always carried out my ungodly deeds. When I got to my house that day, Francis
and Sebastian were also there, and they were waiting for me, because they too
had just read the same tract the Independent Church in India Gospel team had
left at their house earlier that same day! My friends were waiting to tell me
that they had decided to come to the church listed on the tract! |

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The following Sunday, Francis, Sebastian and I went
to ICII’s church and we felt God’s love, peace and joy during the service.
The next week we invited the ICII Gospel team to come back to our village to
have a Bible study. After the Bible study, and learning more about the
importance of salvation in Christ, Francis, Sebastian and I all received
Jesus into our lives. From that day on I felt God’s power working in my life.
My friends and I began sharing the Gospel to my village people. One day, I
met my village leader and I shared the gospel to him. He also began coming to
church, and he began to help to serve the lepers at the medical and food
outreach. I also began to show love to my mother and led her to the Lord. One
of my relatives named Aburvaraj was in debt of 600 rupees ($13). Because of
this debt, Aburvaraj was about to committee suicide. I felt the Lord wanted
me to help him to pay off his debt. So that day I paid the money for him and
I told him Jesus loves you. Because
of this act of kindness, Aburvaraj has accepted Jesus Christ as his Lord and
Savior and is coming to the church each week. |